I know my personality better than most but when I was asked the big question... well I turned into that little girl that had so many big dreams about how her wedding would be. Darius and I have been together for a while. We have had more than our share of ups and downs, needless to say the majority have been because of me or a particular way I have behaved in the past. So here I am.... 35 years old and finally getting ready to take the plunge. I feel like I'm in my early twenties and starting college... those were the days!!!! I don't know what lies ahead but I have made a promise to myself to be a better person. I know that in marriage, there is no "I", "You" or "Me". There is only "Us" or "We". I won't go into the statistics on marriage and divorce. I refuse to go into this thing and thinking about how it will end. Perhaps it will be a forever type thing. I'm sure that my parents thought and felt the same things that Darius and I are feeling. Sadly though, they got divorced my sophomore year in college. Still, I won't let my faith be shaken. I'm marrying a loving, kind and understanding man. He's the type of man that a woman like me needs. I'm always busy... always on the go but I have to agree that the thought of having someone to come home to really excites me. More than anything, I want kids. Please God give me a set of healthy twins! Please forgive me if every now and then, I write something mushy, cute, wild or unnerving. I've never been into wearing my heart or feelings on my sleeve but the prospect of a happily ever after will change even the most independent woman. I've decided to dash aside my pride and become that blushing bride.
Vee
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